I've been scouring the web for pictures of what we all used to dress like in 1988 and I discovered that 1988 was a bad year for the whole world. It was especially bad for this guy. I don't know him but I bet highschool wasn't too fun. I think the best thing about 1988 was the New Kids on the Block album Hangin tough. Yes I liked them. I had the hugest crush on Joey. "Please don't go girl.... you would ruin my whole world....... tell me you'll stay...... never ever go away......" They had a very talented song writer. Ok so in following with my 1988 theme another retro blog. It's 1988 ok this is kindergarden bear with me here.


I Love RobbE But I Dot no if he loves me.... I hoPe he Dus Becus I RILe LiKe hem...... I Love you RobbE....... I hoPe you Love me Becus if you Dont Im goi to screm! I Love you Robe Dont evre lev me on my nes Beging for you Becus youL ollways B with me in me hart.


I definately watched too many soap operas in 1988. Where the heck did I come up with this stuff? "Don't ever leave me begging on my knees? I probably thought I was in love with Robbie because he had really cool Reebok hightops or something. Anyone else have any great 80's crushes they want to share?

Ok so I got booked to play a chick from 1988 on Monday on the movie stuck on you I'm totally excited because they booked me as a member of the screen actors guild even though I'm not. This means they're going to pay me twice as much as normal and it will be my second union voucher. If I get one more I can join SAG and then I'll be able to knock off one more on my list of 100 things to do before I die. I also got myself a second job. After my training this weekend I'm going to start photographing little kids sports teams. Remeber picture day kids? I'm your worst nightmare. You have to hold on to that evelope full of money your mom sent you with .....and make sure you smile and don't have any snot coming out of your nose cause your grandma her dog and the entire extended family are going to be sent pictures of you .....and that picture will still be on grandma's frige when your 30 years old. I'm so excited about this job. Don't forget to say Happy Birthday to Lusby on the 23rd.

Can anyone tell the difference between this person
and this one? I can't believe anyone would want to look like that. Ok so I'm thinking about image right now and what it means. My question to you all is how long does it take you to get over your first look, first impression of someone? Do you ever? Personally I asign people a personality sometimes before even the first words come out of their mouth simpley by how they look, walk, dress,their car. To me they have that personality until they prove me wrong. But I wonder if I ever truly forget my first impression or if a bit of my dreamed up personality is forever asigned to everyone I meet.

I lack inspiration tonight.

I'm sorry for apolagizing so much...
I'm scared of how frightened I am...
I'm sick of being disgusted with all this...
And most of all I'm tired of being so lethargic.

So if you need me I'll be hanging from a tree in the middle of Angeles national park..... no this isn't a suicide note. I'll just be chilling in a hammock; taking some time out to think. Getting all together what's in my head.

I met an amazing Christian at work today. He was so truly happy I couldn't help but be jealous of where he is in his relationship with Christ right now. It was so funny because he was telling me how every day before he goes to work (as an extra) that he prays God will show him someone that day whom he can minister too. I remembered praying that prayer on two seperate occasions. God answered both times, but then for some reason I gave up. Praise the Lord he let me meet Clinton today. I really needed that encouragement. I know its time to step up now.

Ok guys My character officially has a name on Gilmore Girls now. Hi I'm Shelly. I don't have a last name or any lines yet but I'm sure that parts coming. Ok so watch for the episode when they're having a speech competition. Paris comes up to me in the hall and says hey Shelly. I'm sure you'll do well there's nothing up there for you to trip on this time. After she delivers this line I display a masterful sigh and look of despondance. This is it people I have a name! lol

Ok so thedsnoopy you know how I gave you that movie idea? Can I write the screen play? It's just coming alive in my head....



Karoke is definately more fun when you're alone...



When did my brother become a suburban snob? I don't remember that happening....



Just sneak up behind me and wrap your fingers around my waist. Then brush my hair aside and let me feel your breath on my neck...




Chrissy19SPU: I've often fealt like time is a flat plane not just in one direction



Chrissy19SPU: anyway thats the only way that predestination and free choice make sense at the same time



Chrissy19SPU: at least in my mind



CovertDni: Hmmm.



Chrissy19SPU: think about it God knows whats going to happen because if time was a flat plane it already happened and is happening always, but also he gives us free choice because in our minds time exists as a progression



Chrissy19SPU: and we make our own choices in that time frame



Chrissy19SPU: ok I could be totally insane I hate how limited my brain is to understand these things



CovertDni: Hey, join the crowd, the albeit small crowd who even tries to understand.

God gave me an extra breath of life today. Euphoria!!!!!! yeah.