I'm sorry for apolagizing so much...
I'm scared of how frightened I am...
I'm sick of being disgusted with all this...
And most of all I'm tired of being so lethargic.

So if you need me I'll be hanging from a tree in the middle of Angeles national park..... no this isn't a suicide note. I'll just be chilling in a hammock; taking some time out to think. Getting all together what's in my head.